post, secrets.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008, 8:01 AM

I think my world crashed yesterday and I couldnt pick up the pieces at all.

I want to turn back time...badly.
Why.

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I've this friend whom I really like in my school now.
She always stays back with me till really late in the past.
She's not exactly my bestie or a friend I stick a lot to but all I know is that she's someone I can talk my problems to or talk about anything under the sun.

I remember playing basketball with her and playing other sports too.
I remember complaining and acting out the retardest characters with her.
I remember I'll always have her messages in my inbox.

It's not that we're drifting away now,
but we lost this familiarity in us.
I don't know if she ever felt this way but you know what, I do.

I felt that there are so many people in the picture along the way and she probably feels that we can no longer get as close, as comfortable as before.

I know she'll never ever sees this because I don't think she reads my blog.
I'm just hoping someone else out there will know and will tell her but let's rule out this possibility because I think I'm disclosing her identity pretty well.

I'm also rulling out the possibility of telling her because I'm afraid she doesnt feel the same way as I do and then things will be awkward between the both of us.

But you know what,
I really want to tell the people out there that
friends are everywhere, especially in JJ.
Everyday, you see the same faces with the same smiles.
But dont get too carried away that you've forgotten to search for a genuine smile.
When you find that genuine smile,
make sure you keep it well and cherish.

School's not about social circles.
Maybe networking makes more sense in the later phase of your life.
Yea, but life's about humanity, friendships and irrevocable memories.




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