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Saturday, June 28, 2008, 9:21 AM
Heartbeat at 200<
As of most importance, birthdays.24th JUNE :
IVAN XU YIZHE, my dearest ogl.
I'm so guilty I actually forgotten about your birthday ): My bad. To be frank, I only knew it when Angela made a comment about it at the lunch table today. Yes, but I know you are a really magnanimous figure with an open heart and mind thus you will still forgive me. I hope you ever read this because I've got chunks of words to express.
Thanks for being a very nice person to look up to, someone whom I will definitely go to whenever I need advice.
Thanks for being a great senior in school for these past 6 months and your very epic impression of me as an ah lian upon our first meet in O1 -.-
Thanks for being one of my best guy friends among the two in JJ.
Thanks for your constant effort to check up on me, esp on my academic performance.
Thanks for all your prep-talks/smses whenever I feel zxzxzx, in your context, emo.
Thanks for being there, as usual hahahhahah (:
Therefore I hope, you will do superbly well in your As (*duh) so that you will not let your parents and yourself down and be a happy guy yea and if possible yup (er you know what) hahahhaha go for it ! :D I'll the first person to be happy for you.
Thank God!
Yesterday's(27 June) Xianfeng's 17th birthday tooooooo :D I'm sorry I cant make it to your Birthday Party hahaha but still have lots of fun :D Looking forward to seeing you on the train one day, someday again (:
Yes and today(28 June), It's Kenneth Ng's and Annabel's Birthday :DDD( sounds very misleading) Yup, but happy 17th Birthday !
Cute Bel
Ages ago, you toot.
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Now for my decent post (:
Shall say hello to Loh Yee first, HELLO.
Haha.
I failed my first chem test in JJC ):
I cant believe I failed my lecture test and I thought I was going to pull it through anyhow.
I think my supposed Agrade for Chem is not going to get pulled down by AP this time to a B, but by the freaking Lect test and ENERGETICS topical test to a D/E/S/U.
I must get energetics right.
I must get an A by promos!
How convicted.
Ahhhhhhhh we must work really really hard together okayyyyyy !
Urgh I still cant get over the fact that I failed Chem.
This week was all about 08S31,(and girlf nette)
Sweeeeeeets
I know what you guys are thinking but I didnt take this.
I took this, and who the hell uses a PSP to take a picture ?!
Vice and Chairman
Joy, the one who thinks blossom is yellow.
Urgh even when I'm posting these pictures up, I still cant get over the fact that I failed Chem!!!!
Ahwell, all my friends from other jcs have already finished their common tests and I still have Physics and Geog common tests to fret over the weekend.
I realised there isnt much time anymore ):
Good game.
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Somedays all I want to do is to watch the sky and
ask Jesus what's in store for me.
I feel so wrong coming to a JC.
Not that I would prefer to go to a poly too.
I cant even stop and catch my breath and before I knew it,
the next big thing is going on concurrently.
The level of discipline I'm expected to hit is far greater from what I've always set myself for.
I dont know how to do greater things, I dont know how to...
when I cant even do simple things the right way.
I'm always doing better in things I'm not expected to do well in,
I'm always not thinking about what I'm expected to think of,
I'm always not doing my best when I always ask myself to.
Social circles, leadership position and recognition all that I've gained when I was in Rv, I thank God all for them but they were all ultimately proven to be dispensable. So dispensable that I held them so tightly that I sacrificed the majors. All I want now is a comfort circle, to do well in CCA, to do well in my academics and just enjoying every moment of my life.
I'm dying to do well.
I have to get into a local U.
I need to be more focused.
I need to be more focused.
I need to be more focused.
GOD IM SORRY I NEGLECTED YOU.
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Stresssssed, beyond your imagination.
Labels: (one of a kind), Stressed
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