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Thursday, May 08, 2008, 9:04 PM
Said the hearts all over the world tonight.
The conversation between her and I triggered much thoughts and they just kept running through my mind. Maybe it had became so natural that I failed to recognise I was a little different than before. I became more meticulous, more aware and more sensitive. It was definitely different from past experiences. Back then, all I ever thought of was superficial affection. At present, I'm certain, it is practicality and feasibility ten times than before. Inevitably, this squeaky feeling increased tenfold and I'm at a loss of what to do, how to react or do I just let nature take its course.
Because it's just so different this time and I hope my heart and yours will be strong enough.
School's been fine and I've scored well for Chemistry again, Thank God. Big big consolation as well as a morale booster and I'm very sure my love for Chemistry has stepped up its acceleration in one way or another.
Today was also a basketball day and I felt Gail improved by leaps and bounds. It's definitely worth commenting, keep up the good work girl. The term 'true blue bimbo' is definitely going to go away in a matter of time.
(:
Somehow, I feel a little empty at the basketball court today, shots werent as clear and did I tell you guys, I STILL HAVENT TOUCHED THE BOARD. I'm like 5cm away from it, pffft. I dont know what came into me but I actually agreed to join the Inter-class Basketball Competition. If it was the Aubrey in the past, it would not be a suprise if I had signed up for it. As for now, I'm starting to doubt so. Uncle, uncle, uncle, maybe you should do a dunk soon then I'll be all psyched up like I used to be one week ago. I know passion doesnt bring me far because I totally do not have the fundamental skills and I can only watch the basketball girls train from afar. Still, I like watching them train (:
Perhaps even it's just a slight contentment, it never fails to lift up my mood. And its(basketball) influence is beyond explanation.
Alright, I've got so much tasks to complete tonight and 4 sets of Physical Geog notes to memorise-.- Geog is killing my drive for it because the lectures are so boring, I'd rather go for Chemistry lectures.
Bye people, see you guys at Talent time and God bless. -
Feelings make or break you.
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