Necessity.
It seems like my dirty secret is not a secret anymore.
But I appreciate all the encouragement and the advice you girls(Angela, Gail and Jia)/brothers(Xianghui and Razak) have given me.
I'm a major greenhorn in this league and I'm not intending to move on any further.
Live by faith and apply to life.
God, although I think I still suck a lot but at the very least, I know I'm trying my hardest to keep the faith in anything and anyone.
Thank you eileeeeen, I really felt much better when you (hmm hmm), I guess you didnt know I was actually such a vulnerable kid.
Well, now you know.
Anyway, I thought of broadcasting to the entire cyber space about this frigging hilarious incident on 13th May (:
Events in sequence:
1. As usual, I tuned into Perfect10 98.7 FM in the morning for 'Daniel and Young' show.
2. Subsequently, Daniel encouraged listeners to send in sms-es in regards to
' WHAT IS THE SONG WHICH WILL REMIND YOU OF YOUR BESTFRIEND
AND THE
REASON WHY YOU CHOSE THIS SONG'
(okay this is where everything starts to fall in place)
Me: *smses to 98.7 Fm ( below)
SMS
Irreplaceable by Beyonce (: Because this reminds me of the
fact that our
friendship is irreplaceable, and it's just as simple as that.
- Aubrey
Minutes later...
Me: hahahahahahhahahhahahahaahh 'oh cool such a sweet girl'
Then Young played one part of the song, Irreplaceable:
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I'll have another
you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're
irreplaceable
So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be
nothing? nothing at all to you (nothing, nothing)
Baby i won't shed a tear
for you (I won't shed a tear for you)
I won't lose a wink of sleep (a wink
of sleep)
Cause the truth of the matter is (truth is)
Replacing you is
so easy
-------------------AWKWARD SILENCE--------------------
Yesterday was also Sports day and my left leg is very sore now because I was overrelying it all the time due to my injury on the right.(Gail I actually still like your bag a lot even though it caused me so much trouble, it can stuffed great amountof stuff)
But I guess I'm okay now because I requested for tape instead of bandage so it wont hurt a lot.
Two medals this year, both bronze, I want to thank my teammmmmies- Nette, Jacelyn, Shaoyan and Zihui ! Goooooooooo girls!
Pictures with Zihui (:
Yes after sports meet, celebrated Huayp's birthday and yesssssss happppy birthday girl :D
My second assignment's completed (:
Accompanied Jia home and met Bestf and Tingyi to watch Rj vs Ac nball match.
Am duper happpy Rj won, go go go ! I love the centre :D, she's so cool, as cool as crystal (:
Highlight of Friday was actually the treat from Aunty Alice aka(Ivan Ng) Prom King's mommmmmmy who set aside 200 plus bucks for Bestf, Ting, Lbll, Weirong, Wop and I :D
Pictures from Treat :
Angels :D
Non-judgmental Breakfast Club(is it?) I think it only applies to me.
Unglam 01
Unglam 02
Unglam 03
My lovely lbll
Bestfriend Xoxo
You just wondered why all my friends are all in AC/SA huh.
Mind-boggling.
In addition, this also explains why I'm used to speaking English and fretting over teachers who cant speak standard English(BECAUSE OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!).
In actual fact, I'm also proficient in Chinese too okay hahahahahaah.
Thank God for such times anyhow(:
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I had this premonition that it would be the last time seeing him in C. At the instant when he tapped me on the shoulder and said goodbye, I felt so so so upset. He used to be someone whom I would be going home with after svc, he would fill me in with insightful topics to talk about. Albeit the specks of flaws in his character, I still regarded him as a friend. But, everyone is flawed, isnt it? He was cynical yet at the same time so familiar with the word of Yours. I felt I could do nothing to help. So much assurance but he just shaked them off. So much empathy but no one could exactly feel for him. So much love from You but he couldnt receive. Shepherd once said no matter how tough a sheep is dealing with the walk with You, a shepherd must never abandon. He wasnt abandoned. I know he had his reasons which are not completely invalid but why, why choose the route to isolate. Why choose the route to give up eternal love, why choose to backslide. This is worse than just a heartwrench because watching him walk away and there's nothing you can do to pull him back to where he belongs. It's crystal clear- He's losing faith.
Oh Lord, save him.
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For all the things I've ever said, dont hear, dont presume, just feel.
And you'll know if I was deceiving or I meant it true.
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