post, secrets.
Saturday, May 24, 2008, 12:40 AM
(EM)P(O)WERED
Busy day.
Went to support my girls Angela Ang and Zhixin at T.rug with Jia today. Took many unglam pictures but my cable was a little 'dysfunctional' so I couldnt upload the pictures yet. But it wont be too long before soon, you will see my blog with their pictures and by then there will be a disclaimer before every photo.
Service was as usual great.
Prayed for many many many people this time since it's the end of the term.
Great beginnings for everyone when the new school term starts okay.
Report card was a
I think I'll miss school.
And unfortunately June is coming ):
Kahan and YYC seriously do not know how to give bday suprises by the way.
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I backspaced three times and I decided to let my mind win and not speak what my heart says.
When you're in one dilemma, desperately trying to search an answer, you unknowingly got whirled wind into another and thus you have double the amount of stress to shoulder and double the ds/dt to find the solutions to both your questions.
Sometimes it's how you perceive the matters which inevitably bring about the kind of moodset you deal with your problems. You need not see it in a bad light so you wouldnt need to fret about it so much till you start pulling your hair out. But I guess, in a way or another, I'm letting my heart win and yes,
I'm fretting over both matters.
Because somehow they have to trigger my mind with a 1-inch bullet and manipulate it(my mind) like a roulette wheel in the casino.
Seek God.
I need a hangover badly.
Does it explain how much I'm so conflicted ?
Alternative:
Just feel like talking to anyone till 4 in the morning right now.
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I wish I hadnt known both of you.
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