***Long post. With Important points. Just to update you ,Best friend.(you should know what I'm trying to drive across (: )

Ouch, I felt that slight sting in my heart when I had to deny what I truly meant just to salvage something not yet precious but close to my heart already. It sucks to know that I actually succumbed to such peer pressure when I appear to be somebody who knows what I really want. Perhaps the aftermath of loving chemistry finally revealed how extensive chemistry can be. I must admit that I enjoy the days with the stick-around and there was this natural instinct to draw glances in order to reach to any agreement. And this is really big shit because I know it must be something to do with you. There is probably no exit to it for the time being but as I've denied all matters, I'll make my word true and fine. I believe whatever I said must be done and in the most correct way. Yet above all matters, I hope you'll still be there at the end. With my superhuman might, Kryptonite. That's where you actually belong.at least in my heart

Oh how intricate the heart is, sometimes I'm uncertain of what's going on.

I really miss Pae when life isnt so much about academics and how many times you are late for school. I miss those times when I could put everything at the back of my mind and just play my heart out and I can actually spend more than 10 bucks one day because every single lesson was a break for me. Back then, we were all in our comfort zone, playing cards and doing sugar, oh honey honey MTVs (: This was so last summer and sometimes when I stepped into the canteen and saw you guys hanging around, I wished that there was this gust of wind which could bring us all back to the past.

I actually typed a lot more stuff following the paragraph above this but I reckon, it wouldnt help at all so I would might as well save the paranoia and over-sensitivity. Everything's pretty in the past anyhow.

Just so you know, I'll be doing maintenance because I've got 5 late-coming records. An upcoming Physics test which resonates like a screaming infidelity because I apparently love Chemistry more. Save my explanation: Not going to study too hard for it.

Yea and to some people who are extremely stressssssed over 'A LOT OF THINGS'(quoted from Jieheng), you can always turn to me alrigghhhhhhhhhht (: What are friends for ?

For you to count on, dood :D

This is so Florescent Adolescent.