post, secrets.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008, 1:48 PM
Just one of those Mondays I feel tears in my eyes, Sigh.
It feels great when you have someone to lean back on when your world starts to crumple. You shrink this really big world and everywhere are safety nets you can turn to. Everytime I walk by, I feel many many pairs of eyes staring at me. I've got this really bad premonition. It's like, Target lock. Shoot-Aubrey-down kind of thing. It makes me extremely paranoid and I've come to an inevitable conclusion that ' Because everyone hates me '. Oh no, I'm just an insecure basketcase aiiiiight. ): Sigh. Yet deep down I know, I hear and I remember. Lord always gives me the best and He from above watches over me, gives me the refuge I need and want. Anytime, anywhere, instantly.
Anyhow, I'm shifting in.
I'm thinking imaginary lol.
Have more confidence, moron.
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I was blog-hopping until I came across Bel's blog.
http://xarallelbel.blogspot.com/
Deadly combination of an emoshitzxzx song and an emoshitzxzx post.
It was filled with emotional notes but they were so true.
I felt a momentary heart-wrench but we'll see.. we'll leave everything to the hands of someone else (:
OG 8 peeps! Go check it outtttttt :D Lurbbex.
Anyway, I had this very random conversation with Bel, Angela, Jia, Gail, Juanita and JS.
I was asking them what was their first impression of me.
Guess what.
They said I suck. -.- *looks at Ang&Bel.
Juanita and JS said I was an ah lianzxzx.(because if my brown hair but seriously, it's naturallll la okay)
Kelmen said I was a bimbo.
Omg, I'm your very unique nerd in Rv okay. HAHAHAHAHA
(Rawr, Im amazed by how excited I get when it comes to dealing with Cheap thrills.
Like stupid comments and winning in dai dee -.-
Aubrey, please be a little smarter, will you?)
Yup okay enough of crap, I'm actually really depressed today but I'm quite ironic at times.
I guess some therapy talk and basketball makes me very happy easily.
Lord knows where to find me when Im sad.
You, you , you , you and you will know where to find me when I'm sad (:
Today's a little greyer than usual and I've an injured knee, meowzxzx):
But Bel I'm fine already (:
I'll go indulge in Slamdunk or whatnot.
The rejuvenated breylee is all for Bball, God and
:D
Nothing ever brings me down.
Nothing will.
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称霸全国
篮球是我的世界 (:
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